The Black Family's Guide to Healing Emotional Wounds - Hardcoverby Nijiama Smalls (Author), Shamon Smalls (Author) As a kid, I didn't feel loved by my mother I suffered and didn't feel safe as a child and it still haunts me I don't know why I sabotage myself I want to understand how to control my emotions and anger I want to put an end to the toxic generational cycles that control my family I've lost a lot of time and it bothers me I'm sad that I have mismanaged my money and time My marriage and relationships are